It’s been a tough couple of weeks. Japan is still struggling to cope with their Nuclear Disaster, and I’m still struggling with my Achilles. These two concerns seem to be running parrallell to one another, because everytime I think things are back under control, they both flare up to remind me that I’m not out of the woods yet!
This week, was the first week since the 9.0 Earthquake and massive Tsunami hit that I started to realise that getting to Japan was no longer a gaurantee. It was the first week where I have lost confidence in the Japanese and their handling of the Nuclear situation. It is the first week where I have come near to stopping mid run and giving it all up – the pain was just so great, that I started to question what all this was for…
I think it was on the night when I found out that my pool is to be shut down for 6 weeks that this crisis of confidence all happened! Swimming is the only sport of the three that I am training in that doesn’t hurt! And now I won’t be able to do any swimming for 6 weeks!!!! I really have been wondering if the Universe is against me! A few sleepless nights have followed and some serious questions surrounding the point of all this…
What a horrible week!
I didn’t end up stopping mid run. My stubourness kicked in. And with that, the pain subsided. So much of running is mental – just like any sport… I finished my run, but have since taken two full days rest in the hope to kick this Achilles to the curb. It’s time to be sensible… I’ve gone out and found some back up runs I’ll do instead of Fuji if Japan falls through. I have obtained a new charity, one that will work with me through this and help me achieve the goals I have set. I have made some progress…
So it’s on with Sushi Friday!
And how could it not be! How could I not continue on with this project, and this tradition, when Julia’s young cousin, Maya, has gone to all the effort of joining me in this challenge of eating Sushi on a Friday!
She truly brought a smile to my face, in a week with very few smiles.
So it’s onwards and upwards. I’ve got my www.projectfuji.com t-shirt on, and I’m all set for another great sushi lunch. My Newsletter will be out next week, with the big announcement of my new charity, as well as hopefully some Fuji Mountain Race News. I’ll be damned if I can’t figure out a way to turn this corner…